What does cancer feel like? (read)?

I am so sorry that you have had and are having so much suffering. What makes so much worse is the apparent lack of honesty of your doctors. I have had cancer twice once in a kidney and then last year in the - both primary growths which was very lucky! On each occasion my doctor acted very quickly and so did Salisbury hospital. At all times my doctors were honest with me giving me a clear diagnosis and even showing me the CT scans. When something went wrong on the operating table when my kidney was removed they were open and honest about what happened and I received wonderful care. I nearly died on the operating table but I'm a Christian and my church and people all over the world were praying for me and I know that this is what saved me. Your first doctor should have not fobbed you off with a down right lie he must have known they weren't polyps. I also don't understand it when you say that they have not tested you for cancer cells. The first thing doctors do is to take blood samples and these are tested for the cells that is how the diagnosis starts. So you will have been tested because you will have had blood tests. As to what cancer feels like that is difficult I was in a lot of pain with the kidney but once I knew what I was fighting somehow the fear and worry went away. I just thought "OK so that's it is it best get on with it"! With cancer there was no pain just a lump. I truly believe that if you can get over the fear of the word cancer you can cope much better. I wish you every success in your battle against your illness and really pray that the Specialist you are going to see will be able to help and will answer all your questions.