I was ually active with my boyfriend but he forced me a few times is it still considered ?

i was dating a guy for awhile and we were ually active but one night i was at a party with some friends i wasnt drinking cause im not into that and i like to be sober but my now ex boyfriend was drinking alot and everybody stayed the night cause we didnt want people to drink and drive so i went to bed early and at around 11 he busts in the room and starts taking off his clothes and i looked over at him and he had the really scary look on his face that i had never seen before then he turned the lights off and i was going along i thought we would cuddle and go to bed cause i was super tired and severly annoyed with all the drunk people in the house. then he got on top of me telling me he wanted to have and i said no and he started to get pissed and began holding me down and squeezing me and hes alot stronger than me so i started to cry and then he said now take your fu***** clothes off im not going to ask you again and i still said no so he started biting me and head ing me and i told him to get off of me and he started to punch the head board and started saying that i was a ******* ***** and that i dont tell him what to do he tells me what to do and i tried to get away but he started hurting me and kept yelling and punching the head board and i seriously thought he was going to kill me so as i was crying he made me take off my clothes and he ended up having with me and after he was done i grabbed my clothes and ran in the babthroom and when i came back he wasnt there so i layed down and i hear him screaming down the hall way wheres my ******* ***** and he slams the door open with yet another beer can in his hand and told me where the **** were you i was looking all over for you then he put his beer down turned the light off and i put the blanket over my face cause i didnt want to see him then he rips them off and started kissing on me and i kept telling him to stop and he wouldnt listen so again he forced it in and it hurt really bad so i started to yell and freaking out and i built up all my strength and pushed him off of me and he said you only do this to piss me off and he started punching holes in the wall and punching the head board so i ran out of the room and went to sit with my bestfriend and i wanted to tell her but i didnt want her getting in a fight with him. he always told me that he was the boss and i do what he tells me to do. ever since that night i think about it all the time is this considered ?